Monday, 1 February 2010

La Coiffure

It is 6am, winter. Daybreak 

washes the empty roads with lilac.

A wolf crouches on the doorstep;

the cold patience of his blue eyes.


Inside, rose shadows flicker

onto marmalade walls. Amber

sees stories in the flames, 

licks woodsmoke from her fingers.


She leans back.  Apricot hair

pours into the gourd

of her mother's honeyed hands

to be brushed into submission.


Soft shock of static satin sends 

gold crackle skeins onto the hiss spit 

of logs as her mother weaves 

and welds her hand held hair


But Amber is thinking

about the wolf,

how he waits for her, and

how she cannot breathe


in this peachy swelter, how it

makes her sweat and shrink

from shelter. Christ! if she could only

drink the ice cool lap of his eyes


Her Last Breath

My sister is older than me.
She calls gay people queer.
In one of my gay moments
she offered me an insight:
'It's better than being lonely'
I don't see her that often.

My sister is louder than me.
I tried to tell her about my son,
how I nearly lost him,
and she told me about
her neighbour' s son who
wouldn't eat breakfast.
I don't ring her that often

My sister lives far from me,
close by.
First-born,
her last breath
will steal from me
her untamed mouth,
her untuned ears,
her fierce embrace.

The way she looks like our mother.

Wednesday, 12 August 2009

Gary McKinnon and the Clean Fuel of Alien Craft

UFOs are in the skies.

I’ve seen their clean fuel glide,

know how to track them

with a programme I devised.


Meanwhile pensioners sit

by an icy fireplace.

The USA’s a disgrace

not sharing its secrets.


Once in Arlington’s bunker

I ran from room to room

posting my anti-war post-its,

finding non-terrestrial officers.

Doors opened easy for me.


My girl was not impressed

with my onscreen scrutiny,

my passion for passwords.

She went; they all went in the end.


It was a lonely mutiny

behind my closed, important door.

Lost my job. Winds blew cold

in the glow of alien energy.


The day they arrested me

I’d deleted 97 security files

No time to eat or shave, or smile

at absent friends. I told the truth


before they got a lawyer.

Always best to tell the truth.

Copper told me I’d probably get

6 months community service but


soft words turned to missiles:

Extradition. Terrorist.

My lawyer’s retaliatory strike:

Asperger’s. Suicide.


Most nights I dream I’m in prison,

running down unheated corridors

Kevin Anderson has become

a guy with tattoos bearing down on me.

Doors closing in my face.


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Sunday, 9 August 2009

Come and Find Me

I am happy to be here. Come and find me, talk to me. Speak to me through poetry, passionately, with humour, in all honesty.

I love the geology of writing, of feeding rough-hewn words into a tumbling machine
Coarse grind = conglomerate sentences full of unrefined rubble .
Fine sanding = the removal of extraneous sediment .
Pre-polish = first draft; beautiful, if a little rough around the edges.
Polish= the finished gem.

I am happy to be here. Let's share words in all their stages.